And now, my Lord, I didn’t listen to Your voice, and I followed after the counsel of the evil inclination… and not only did I not sanctify my organs and limbs, but I made them impure.
You created in me a brain and a heart, and fashioned in them the faculty of thought to think good thoughts and pure contemplations, and a heart to understand your holy words, and to pray and pronounce every blessing with pure intentions. And I made them impure with evil thoughts and foreign contemplations.
And worse than this, through my evil fantasies and foreign thoughts, I came to spill my seed in vain, both by accident and knowingly, through impure seminal emissions that make the whole body impure. And through emitting this seed, I created spiritual agents of destruction (michablim) which are called the plagues of the sons of man.”
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May this word to the wise be sufficient.